Sunday, April 18, 2010

What do I do now?

She unfriended me on Facebook, she cancelled her gmail account.  I wonder if she'll take my phone calls.

She did manage to say goodbye before she did it; but it still leaves me with a deep, empty feeling.  Is it the fact that she rejected me or is there more to it?  (I think I know the answer to that).

I have a wife and kids...and a life.  She has a husband and kids and a life.  We have no business being together, and yet...

I will treasure the moments we had together, the laughs, the discourses, the lust, the scotch.  I refuse to believe that it is over.  And because of that, I know that it is not.

But for now I will just love her from afar.

Au revoir, My Muse

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